Saturday, December 23, 2006

ok. i found a job over a week ago. thanks to hann. yupp. so now..i aint got a life. because..my schedule now:
off day - sleep for the entire day
work day - work for the entire day
yupp. lalala..oh well but at least i kinda enjoy my job. and anyways..i'm gonna like work tml..which is christmas eve..mon..which is christmas..and tues..which is boxing day. whoa. nice. hahaa..oh well..kinda quarrelled with jun wei over st john. what can i say. i don't feel that i'm in the wrong. so i'm not gonna bother about it. yupp.

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Friday, December 08, 2006

is this what i've always been looking for? what is this? maybe it was never over to begin with.

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Sunday, December 03, 2006

yupp. As are over. for quite a while already. it feels weird sitting around at home doing nothing and not having to feel guilty about not mugging, not completing tutorials and all. no more factory uniform. no more yio chu kang. but there's no excitement. neither is there elation. instead, i feel kinda empty. i don't know. it feels damn weird. and somehow i hate the thought of having to go to prom. it's like..all this hoo ha for nothing. like really, what's the big deal? i don't even like dolling up and all. oh well. anyway i've bought the ticket. may as well just go since my sec sch prom got cancelled huh. wonder when am i gonna find some purpose. wonder where will i end up in eventually. what will i end up doing. who will i end up meeting. oh well..it's all too early anyway. i bet those markers haven't even marked our papers. just hope for the best.
i wanna get a job!!! argh. oh and i highlighted my hair. the colour only becomes obvious under light..i wonder if that's good or bad. but anyways i like the colour so, heck. probably gonna turn up for st john tomorrow. haven't been seeing them and all. but don't think i'll stay throughout. not like i have a lot of things to do with the comp teams anyway. but gonna wear jeans and shoes. oh well. talk about the dumb rules. read ha jin's 'war trash'. wahhh..i so LOVE the book. it's so brilliant!!!

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