Tuesday, August 30, 2005

=)

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Saturday, August 20, 2005

one of the worst things one could ever do is to take someone for granted.
one of the worst feelings one could ever experience is to be taken for granted.
one of the worst effects of being taken for granted is to feel both xin tong and tong xin.
one of the worst realizations is knowing why.
one of the worst reasons why knowing the reason is bad is knowing it shouldn't be so.
going school tomorrow..for overseas cip meeting. i really don't feel like going. got to wake up early..and wear school uniform..and play stupid games. the games are real stupid. and the best guy there is now gone..cos the expedition date clashes with his SAT date. sigh. tough luck huh. i still don't have much feelings for the people there. will we ever bond together? i don't know. i hope so. i wonder how will planning be. when will planning start. maybe tomorrow. maybe next saturday. got to start doing all my work and revising tomorrow. that's what miss yap said. oh well..i can't stand clement ong's lectures. they suck. he can't lecture. i realized. and i'm getting worried about all my subjects. i don't understand chemistry. i don't know integration..much less transformation of curves. i am not sure of economics concepts and content. and i need to hand in EoM on monday. i haven't started. oh well. PW sucks.

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

arghhh..it hurts. so so so so so much. that i can't sleep. i can't eat. the hurt's all i think about. damn my braces! went to the dentist. waited for 1 hour. chose the colour..went in..and he told me cannot choose colour. must chain my teeth together. i was like oh ok. who knows..when i got home..my teeth started hurting. argh. and it was hurting the hell out of me the entire night. now..porridge is my best friend. woohoo! i love porridge. oh well..talked to miss yap yesterday..yeah..guess i have to start working hard..if i want to get what i want. yup. and i must must must work hard. everyday..i pass by cck and wonder. wonder wonder wonder. oh well.

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Saturday, August 13, 2005

it's my birthday now!! 12+ am le!! hahaz..got a new pair of sneakers from sandy and alphon..hahaz..so nice of them. oh and alphon bought mi 1 pig too. den went to eat with syek yi, chin thin, xin jie and huiting. yup.

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Monday, August 08, 2005

the one thing i wish i told u. but time's gone out the window, crossed the rooftops, runaway.

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Friday, August 05, 2005

what is left to say. was then that i realize the one decision i've never been more wrong about. nothing's gonna change that fact.

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Thursday, August 04, 2005

YAY! I GOT IN! I GOT IN THE OVERSEAS CIP TO NAN!! WOOHOO!

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Monday, August 01, 2005

*BANG* *SHOOT* *BANG BANG BANG*

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