Tuesday, January 31, 2006
yepp..went to sam's house yesterday with meiyi. it was like damn funny. the strap of meiyi's wedges kept slipping down and she started limping after walking for like 2m. hahaha..and i was as usual laughing at her. but the wedges are real pretty though. anyway went to sam's house and i cant believe i forgot that she has a CAT in the house! damn. i got the shock of my life and i was like totally O_O when i saw her cat. mind u her cat's fat. as in really fat larz! and sam said the cat's like 5kg. OMG. ok anyway thank god the cat isn't very affectionate and therefore did not bother to walk around from where it was or come near me, which i probably would've screamed the hell out of me. anyway sam's parents were out and her ocs bro was sleeping. so we went to sam's room..chit chat..went through her yearbook, which makes me wonder WHERE THE HELL IS MY AJC YEARBOOK, and just talked cock. yupp. then..all the while we were waiting for celeste to join us but all 3 of us were certain that she's not gonna come in the end. oh and we started taking photos using my phone as meiyi's intent on exploiting my 2 megapixels camera. so we took like lots and lots of photos..in normal mode..sepia..black and white. she refused to try negative cos we'll end up looking weird. yupp and as forecasted, CELESTE PANG SEH AGAIN. sighs. she's either a century late or pang seh. damn. then we went off at like 6+ cos meiyi gotta go parents' fren's house. yupp.
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Friday, January 27, 2006
boo. chinese new year celebrations. total crap. seriously i don't know why i bothered to go to school. anyway went to school..then went back bp..meet meiyi celeste sam steven yinhao danis mel. went to eat and talk cock at food court in lot 1..hahaz..it was fun..i miss them. monday gonna go visiting! sam's house..my house..meiyi's house..celeste's house..woohoo!! =)
sam meiyi me celeste
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Monday, January 23, 2006
school has been as usual..boring..draggy..piles of homework. but well..that's school life ain't it. chinese new year's coming. the only reason why i'm excited is because we have a 5 day break. woohoo! even though it means more homework..but well..who gives a damn..it's better than going to school. yupp. i'm in love with this song..even though it's old and i've heard it like a million times..
Don't Know How (Not to Love You)
by Uncle Kracker
I can learn to live alone and move on with my life
There's a million things that I can do to occupy my time
I can wake each morning, I can go about my day
I can fumble through my words until I find a few to say
But the hardest thing I've had to do since we've been apart
Is learning how to deal with all this pain inside my heart
(Chorus)
Cause I don't know how
don't know how
don't know how, not to Love you
I don't know how
don't know how
don't know how, not to Love you
I can work all day, or I can hang out every night
I can do the wrong things and pretend that they're alright
I can make beleive that everything is cool
And put on the face that covers up the lies of a fool
(Chorus)
(Bridge)
You said that time would ease the pain
But I still hear your voice whisper my name
Since you've been gone my world stands still
You said I'd forget, but I never will
(Chorus)
I can write a song and make the whole world laugh or cry
I can use some words to paint a vivid picture in your mind
I can use my hands to wipe the dust off this guitar
And let this music that I'm playing take my mind off my heart
(Chorus)
(Bridge Repeated)
(Chorus Repeated 2x)
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
ok. for the sake of my one and only avid reader, ms yeow xin jie, i shall update my blog. yes it has been a hectic 2 3 weeks since the start of school. not to mentioned i got drenched in the rain like 3 times yesterday. dashed out of school in the pouring rain because i had dental appointment + st john training. then took a cab from woodlands to teck whye. it stopped raining in woodlands already. so i was thinking cck shouldn't be raining too. FAT HOPE. my dental appointment was at 4.30pm. then the lady at the counter told me i gotta wait for like 1 hour. so i told her i'll come back later. and i dashed from the dental clinic to the lrt station in the rain. so i got drenched again. just when my hair and uniform were almost dry. thanks a lot man. then took bus 300 to bpghs. well..what can i say..it was still raining. so i gotta dash across the road again. anyway, training was ok. didn't really do much. cos it was like raining and raining. looked at the competition teams. and i was busy persuading gerald and stephanie to go for officer course since we desperately need officers and i can see the potential in gerald. anyway, gerald broke his voice. like finally. i got a shock when i spoke to him. and i thought he had sore throat or lost his voice due to orientation. until he told mi he doesn't have sore throat nor did he lose his voice. hahaha..but not bad larz..good..and he's getting taller and taller. sighs. there's pe tomorrow. damn. i'm gonna like reach home at 6+ again. lalala..
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
yupp. it's officially 1st jan 2006. all the fuss about a new year..a better year ahead..and all the celebrations. but really..what's the cause? that there's a new beginning or whatever? crap. yeah it's a new year. so what? big deal. life goes on. i'm officially a j2 now. As this year. but so what. why do we really need to celebrate all these occasions and so on? i don't know. maybe because we want to find a reason to let go and do whatever we want and to celebrate. maybe because we are searching so hard for causes of celebration in our lives. maybe because we just want to feel special once in a while. perhaps because i'm in a family who never really gave a damn about all these occasions except chinese new year and even then the celebration was low key that i'm feeling like this. somehow i'm getting this hollow feeling inside me. like..indescribable. everything seems so surreal. guess i'm in one of those cranky moods again. i'm feeling anti social. i'm sick of my father's obsession over my mother's condition. i'm sick of my mother's condition. can't she just take her medicine properly and can't he just quit being so obsessed about her condition. well..fat hope. fat fat hope.
bah. got ocip outing tomorrow. and i'm feeling cranky. nice timing. bah! whether i like it or not..gotta be more enthu tomorrow and smile..laugh..play..talk cock..whatever. >_<
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