Friday, July 15, 2005

i hate my class. yes i hate my class. i can't stand the way every single time we go for pe, the episode repeats. no one wanting to play any game at all. joanna damn sick and tired of asking what do we wanna play. when we eventually decide on something everybody still sits down there as if nothing happened. then some idiots will continue to laugh, giggle, and gossip. some will continue whining about how they wanna play badminton. when we eventually down to playing, there will be people whining about how they wanna be in the same group. then they go on to stand there and talk and giggle. squealing and giggling begins as the 'game' proceeds. do we have to repeat this every single pe lesson for the rest of the year? i have never met such a class. back in bp. back in sa. even back in primary school. damn it. and how about standing there blocking and holding up the traffic giggling and laughing, refusing to move in, just because they don't wanna sit with a certain somebody?
and about the guys in my class. oh i mean the non-females. there's only 1 question in my mind everytime i think about them. are they not guys or are they not guys? they do NOT have the decency to help girls carry heavy stuff. whenever we need people to set up the OHP or get the screen down or set up equipment, despite calls for guys to stand up and do it, they sit down there talking among themselves, simply ignoring us and refusing to do anything about it. as if they are not guys. oh i forgot. they are NOT guys. yeah and today. somebody had to climb up the table to adjust the projector. we called for the guys AGAIN. and nobody did anything. they sat down there as if nobody called them and talked and laughed and simply REFUSED to do anything about it. in the end alison did it. what the hell? i am so utterly disgusted with them. even eleanor was looking at us with the look of extreme disgust and disdain. and even my primary 1 male classmates can do better than that. and joel dares to say he doesn't care. of course he doesn't care. all he's concerned about is his results anyway.
what the hell is wrong? is it because of this school? or is it my subject combi? or is it simply MY CLASS? i know guys in ajc are NOT like that. the guys in other classes are fine. so what the hell is the problem with non-females in my class?! damn it. all we have are some attitude problem idiots. i don't give a damn if this is offensive. cause it's the truth.

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