Saturday, July 30, 2005

yeah. been in a bad mood. or rather..short tempered and irritated and touchy and so on. needless to say, the bio test, the econs work, and the way those idiots behaved and how everything is becoming made mi feel worse. argh. oh well..there are some things that is just..dumb. yeah anyway shan't bother about it. whether or not i feel unhappy about it. getting my work done and studying for the damned test is more important. and also, maybe it doesn't matter if i'm not going back bp next wed. maybe it's for the better.

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

hahaz..the bbq was kinda leng chang..not a lot of people turned up. only 5 girls. hmmz..so we sat there and chat. didn't really eat much. the old times of talking nonsense and exploding in laughter at things yi shin and jeremy say are back. oh man. i miss this kinda class. i miss this kinda people. because even in s51..such people exists. oh well. then celeste came down! hehez..yup. took some photos. then we started telling a few ghost stories. syek yi was too scared to go home and sleep by herself so she came over my house. yup.





celeste and me! =)



celeste me xinjie and karla..xin jie and karla look so sweet again~



karla and me



karla with marshmallows~



me and xin jie..aww she looks so sweet!



smile~

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Thursday, July 21, 2005

somebody shoot me.

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

oh man. have i ever said i love bp? i really do. it was so nice looking at all the alumni again..looking at the presentation..looking at all the people and the place i'm so familiar with even though i come back every week. but i got to fall down -_-" yeah i'm clumsy. and it's so nice taking photos with everybody..talking about last time..mr meah..mdm eu..vlee..*sigH*
i am proud to be from bp! bp bp u are number 1!

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Friday, July 15, 2005

i hate my class. yes i hate my class. i can't stand the way every single time we go for pe, the episode repeats. no one wanting to play any game at all. joanna damn sick and tired of asking what do we wanna play. when we eventually decide on something everybody still sits down there as if nothing happened. then some idiots will continue to laugh, giggle, and gossip. some will continue whining about how they wanna play badminton. when we eventually down to playing, there will be people whining about how they wanna be in the same group. then they go on to stand there and talk and giggle. squealing and giggling begins as the 'game' proceeds. do we have to repeat this every single pe lesson for the rest of the year? i have never met such a class. back in bp. back in sa. even back in primary school. damn it. and how about standing there blocking and holding up the traffic giggling and laughing, refusing to move in, just because they don't wanna sit with a certain somebody?
and about the guys in my class. oh i mean the non-females. there's only 1 question in my mind everytime i think about them. are they not guys or are they not guys? they do NOT have the decency to help girls carry heavy stuff. whenever we need people to set up the OHP or get the screen down or set up equipment, despite calls for guys to stand up and do it, they sit down there talking among themselves, simply ignoring us and refusing to do anything about it. as if they are not guys. oh i forgot. they are NOT guys. yeah and today. somebody had to climb up the table to adjust the projector. we called for the guys AGAIN. and nobody did anything. they sat down there as if nobody called them and talked and laughed and simply REFUSED to do anything about it. in the end alison did it. what the hell? i am so utterly disgusted with them. even eleanor was looking at us with the look of extreme disgust and disdain. and even my primary 1 male classmates can do better than that. and joel dares to say he doesn't care. of course he doesn't care. all he's concerned about is his results anyway.
what the hell is wrong? is it because of this school? or is it my subject combi? or is it simply MY CLASS? i know guys in ajc are NOT like that. the guys in other classes are fine. so what the hell is the problem with non-females in my class?! damn it. all we have are some attitude problem idiots. i don't give a damn if this is offensive. cause it's the truth.

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Thursday, July 14, 2005

integration: the process of calculating the integral of
integral: expressed in terms of integers
differentiation's confusing enough. integration sucks. damn it. and whatever we do, be it differentiation or integration, trigonometry simply won't leave us alone. i wanna drop math!!!!!!!

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Saturday, July 09, 2005

yesterday was speech day. kinda waste of time. but it was nice seeing so many people again..in our different uniforms. and it was nice getting together again, looking at the school together, talking like we used to, talking not like the way we used to. took lots of photos too. it was karla's birthday party today. many people from njc went. so we were kinda like outcasts. again. pariah. but her family..especially her parents..were soooooooooo sweet. even the elder of the younger brothers. it was nice. she looked really pretty. seeing all these nj people only makes me think of ky. i don't know. we used to have so much to chat about, talking crap and nonsense and everything. but ever since then, we don't chat anymore. it seemed like there was just nothing much to say anymore. the once ever-flowing fountain just stopped. there isn't any water supply. why? because the water dried up as it was allowed to? because the water was drained off? because the fountain is spoilt? because the water supply was switched off? or the answer's as simple as 'it simply stopped.'?*sigH*

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

ok so we went to ian's house for jason's farewell party. supposed to be a surprise but we met jason on the way and he expected it too. yup then we felt super extra there yeah. kinda became antisocial and took some photos. not many people went. yup.

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Saturday, July 02, 2005

i can't believe my luck. i waited for a bus for 1hour. only 5 came. and ALL WERE FULL. i ended up walking to the interchange to get another bus. and it's the 190 that comes 'frequently'. oh well. i was damn pissed. lindy can testify for that. ok anyway, went to cut my hair. and lindy cut hers too. but she cut at the salon she usually goes to me and me too. so i waited for her then she waited for me. and it was funny cause lindy kept telling the hairdresser i wanna cut her style but i do NOT want to. and she started talking nonsense. hahaz. then while my hair was being blown,
hairdresser: why u don't wanna cut ur hair? it's ok. very layered but a bit out of shape
lindy: har?! i just cut like 5 minutes ago
hairdresser: *eyes popping ouT* u just cut 5 minutes ago?!
lindy: yeah
hairdressers: *laughinG* the hairdresser's skills very good. cut liao look like never cut
*laughterS*
anyway, i like my hair! =)

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hmmz..gonna go cut hair tomorrow with lindy. then sunday going ian's house. monday should be going out with celeste. yup. was watching this talkshow or something like that about learning chinese. seriously i don't get why is it so hard for chinese to learn their own language. they complain about having to memorize and nothing else and so on. u telling me u don't have to memorize content of other subjects? they say they apply the content. u telling me u don't apply chinese? all nonsense. those things the two girls say. about being more respected if you're english speaking, about how we don't have to do business with chinese if we can't speak chinese, about how chinese is so hard to learn, about how chinese culture is not relevant and everything. they are a disgrace. they fail to even appreciate their own culture and take pride in their own language. and they are so proud of it. the education system has made it seem like english is everything and chinese is not even relevant. just look at the requirements for university admission. D7 for AO Chinese? that's a fail. we are neither here nor there. we try so hard to be 'english', cool and everything and imitate the caucasians but we are not good in english, unable to appreciate and take pride in our own culture and language. what does that make us? ultimately, we are still chinese. no matter how the trend goes or what we prefer, we are still chinese.

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