Thursday, June 30, 2005
tomorrow's bio for me. yup. the only person in the entire school. oh well. got to read up on bio later. later. so today i got pangseh-ed by 3 groups of people. 2 are repeat offenders. what can i say except that i'm pissed. pissed. pissed. to the max. just realized haven't been taking photos. hahaz. somehow i find taking photos fun. mixing too much with hann and joanna.
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
hahaz. ok. today's econs and math. what can i say. i ended up not knowing what i'm writing for my econs essay because i had not enough time. drq was ok. but there are questions i can't answer. mcq. same. but i DAMN HATE the fact that they just refused to give us the 3 papers and let us do within the 2 hour time limit. what's the problem. i managed to finish my drq and mcq ahead of time and i didn't have enough time for essay. nice of them. ok. next. math. for the first time in my life. doing a test of 65 marks. i am actually counting the amount of marks i may get and hoping i can pass. *pray and pray DAMN HARD that i passeD* sigh. tomorrow's chemistry. i gonna stay up and study all night. i don't wanna do badly. i want at least a B. sigh. but seems far away now.
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Sunday, June 26, 2005
no more fever. but whole body still aching. tired. slept the whole day. not gonna go school tomorrow.
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Saturday, June 25, 2005
yesterday: 37.3 degrees.
this morning: 37.9 degrees.
this afternoon: 38.5 degrees.
back from doctor: 39.2 degrees.
ahaha..qing2 liu2..what's it in english? influenza or something? anyway it's a virus not bacteria. so the antibiotic's to attempt to suppress the virus. damn sian. the doctor thought i got dengue fever..ask me if got rashes. anyway..got mc for monday..but i'll see if i wanna go school. i hate taking tests or exams after everybody. the feeling super sian. got 4 medicine. cough. flu. fever. antibiotics. he say the fever may persist till sunday. then i should consider if wanna buy the..viral medicine or something? he say expensive. oh man. this fever sucks. can't really open my eyes ever since yesterday morning cos it's teary. still. den my nose is a little better. oh well.
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Friday, June 24, 2005
ok let's see. it's friday now. yup. 3 more days to returning to school. *sigH* i've been slacking the past 3 days. oh well. the 'mid years' is just like..1/3 of the 20% that's in my promos? somehow i feel cheated. the school makes it like it's an oh-so-important-exam when actually it's just a not-so-significant common test. oh well. i WILL revise my chemistry and math later. after i have my dinner. yup. i'm sick. damn it. my body was aching all over last night. and felt very warm and all. so went off to bed. woke up today with blocked nose. felt like it's stuff with cotton wool or something. except it's warm and slimy. yuck. ok anyway started sneezing and sniffing nonstop. my eyes became ultra sensitive, as usual, and started tearing ever since i woke up. it's STILL tearing. looking at bright stuff hurts. i don't wanna open my eyes just wanna close them and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. argh. i'm still sneezing. and it's running. and my parents would probably say serves me right for having late nights, eating loads of junk food, not eating enough veggie and fruits, blah blah blah blah blah. BAH. alright blame it on myself.
argh i miss joyce. i haven't seen her for like such a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooong loooooooooooooooooooooooong time. i haven't talked to her for such a looooooooooooooooooong loooooooooooooooooooooong time. argh. oh yeah and last night i chat with woon lan for the first time in...so many months. hahaz..then he was like looking at my display picture and asked me 'which one is u?' i nearly bashed him up. the last time i saw him was like..when i was sec 3 or something. somewhere there. i didn't change THAT much that he can't even tell which is joanna and which is me! i will NOT let him off the next time i see him. hmph.
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Monday, June 20, 2005
fri: met up with jason and ian. yup. and caleb joined us later. hahaz..it was not bad larz. i continued being mean to jason. hahaha..oh well. just too bad. anyway he's real childish. sometimes really can't stand him. ok most of the time. hahaz..but well. what to do. anyway meetng up with them made me find out that there's someone who likes ian. ahah..nobody told me before. oh well. hahaz it was nice going out with them larz. anyway i insisted i don't wanna watch movie cos i'm broke. well i AM. and ian don't wanna waste $$ too. but he has NO excuse to say he's broke cos his allowance is twice mine. hmph. can't stand it. anyway went back home. then sandy wanna watch a lot like love too. midnight show. since my sis's going out anyway, told my parents i go watch with sis. then went town meet sandy and alphon. hahaz..the show was nice~ i like! hahaz
sat: i slacked at home. slacked slacked slacked. but slept real late though. like 4+? hahaz..don't know why couldn't sleep.
sun: i slacked too. did a bit of chem. reading through my bio now and chatting with ed. oh well. anyway og lunch's cancelled. also good larz. don't feel like going out. lazy. btw mel, what you mean this skin is so me? hahaz. oh well..don't know what i'm doing. stupid wel. supposed to go study with me today. ended up say he not free. and tomorrow celeste's not free too. damn sianz. i stay at home will only end up sleeping. hahaz. i'm so piggish. and i'm getting fat at the way i'm eating and sleeping and slacking and lazing around. wei kang was saying he changed a lot. i guess he did. the way he talks to me seems different now. christianity. it's amazing what faith can do to people.
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Thursday, June 16, 2005
alright..met up with lindy today. hahaz..i miss her so much!! she's still the same as ever. it was nice. i've always liked talking to her. oh well anyway..there are sometimes..some things..you just know? ar. never mind. today went yishun park. hahaz..it was nice. the kids..i mean they were not very obedient..don't listen to instructions..don't wanna do this don't wanna do that. oh and my entire group..6 people..only 1 turned up. hahaz..so in the end i joined another group..that group only had 4 kids. but 2 of them were very mischeivous. so like starting i kinda a bit anti social..only talk a bit with hairul. while sheng long was kept busy with wee chau and darren with kelvin. doven was kinda anti social..refused to talk much everything. hahaz then ok so i must be enthu and talk more and interact more and so on. so like..i talked more with them and yeah. kelvin was very not cooperative. running everywhere..refusing to play or listen to us and so on. it was very tiring and so on keeping up with him trying to get him to cooperate. well anyway..he fell down. sigh. so..i cleaned his wound with the..limited stuff i had..and put like 3 plasters over. cos he wanted it -_-" hahaz..very cute larz he. then like..it kept dropping off and i kept putting it on again. cos it was on his elbow. so like we continued playing other games..gradually they warmed up to us. yup. then..kelvin kept wanting to play at the playground. then he went and sort of fell down again. so i had to clean his wound. it was quite bad..his big toe..the skin in front of the nail juz came off. then..i had to get the torn skin up and pour water over. yeah it hurt a lot. but he very brave. i really think so. yup then i had to cut the torn skin away. otherwise it'll trap dirt. thank god there's alcohol swap. yup then i put plaster all over his big toe. hahaz..actually it was very fun larz. kelvin is a very cute and active boy..the other kids also very nice and fun. yup then weilin and i gave out the sweets we bought..oh man everyone is so greedy. hahaha..INCLUDING the volunteers. see sweets as if see gold. hahaz.
yup then wee chau was kinda sweet. he offered me sweets. i was standing in front of me then he called me. i asked him why? then he give me sweet. awwwww..so sweet. yup then we walked back to the care centre. kelvin was like holding my hand and so on. hahaz..so cute right? *swooNS* but it's hard controlling him larz..but he became more obedient compared to the beginning. he insisted on darren carrying him and me carrying him. haha but in the end of cos we didn't. yup..then roland was like why u wearing SAJC?! i was like cos i was from sajc for first 3 months..then aaron and him treated me like dustbin -_-" alright never mind. i'm a nice girl. hahahz..yup. oh btw aaron looks like zhengda. he really does. i had fun today. really. starting was more awkward than i expected. but this turned out better than i expected. it was really nice. =)
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Monday, June 13, 2005
hehez. went out with meiyi today. it was nice. hahhaz..cos i'm finally going out with someone who actually shops instead of walking past every shop without wanting to go in. hahahz..it's nice to see her again..miss her so much. told her everything that edwin and nigel told me..hahah..think she's gonna scold them the next time she sees them. she bought a pair of jeans. the auntie was super enthu in selling her stuff..keep telling meiyi she should buy 2 pairs..that i should buy too. oh and she thought meiyi was 13 years old. ahaha..meiyi was like so '........'. yup yup then we walked around everything. then we went to watch 'my boyfriend is type B'. haha..nice show! so funny..ok meiyi stop making fun of me alright. it's not nice. oh and she bought shades. somehow..time passes very fast when i'm with her. suddenly it's like 6+pm. hahaz..hmm..certain stuff she said made me think a lot of my decisions and choices and everything. but i must always tell myself everything has 2 sides to it. everything happens for a reason. the grass is always greener on the other side. yup. and oh we met sherlynn, lu ling and..kenneth. haha. ok i don't know lu ling and kenneth. just know who they are. sherlynn wanna get away from them cause she's being a gooseberry. oh well..hahaz. and i saw bryan and hui lin too. oh well..keep bumping into sa ppl today huh.
tomorrow is official mugging day for me. i'm gonna mug mug mug mug mug. i'm starting to panic looking at the amount of things i have to study =S
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
ok i got flu again. great. just when i'm happy how about i seldom get flu except in the morning when i wake up. last night started sneezing and sneezing. den this morning too. all the way till now. the whole day i was teary-eyed and red-nosed. and i realized it's cause of the burning of incense paper. yeah. it's ALWAYS like that. why the hell am i allergic to smoke? alright. anyway today had pw meeting. kinda pathetic cause gek han's in chalet, joleen's in mongolia and hann yee's sick. so the meeting was attended by, yes, me and may ping. hahaz. i met johnny. he was laughing at how pathetic we are -_-" *bisH* oh and i saw lim fei. hahahaz..it's been a long time since i last saw him. kinda miss his presence. and johnny..well..he's still like last time. i miss sa all over again. hahaz. alright today's meeting WAS constructive! yay! woohoO! we managed to set down all the standards and so on and change some stuff. yup. and hann yee said we should test them out one day. ok so we shall. and chatted with may ping. oh well she's really kinda hip. hahahz..but she's a nice girl. but chatting with her made me realize how fake some people are. and i'm kinda surprised to find out certain stuff. yup.
wanted to go meet celeste after that but she's going swimming and after that go with her family to suntec. so..i shall meet her after her camp. sigh. i'll miss her. haha..sometimes i wonder why we meet up so often. bah. doesn't matter. and oh well..sometimes things happen when u least expect it and when you are not hoping for it to. and yet when u hope things happen..they don't. what can i say. oh and i got a crush on my friend. ahaha..but well..i know ultimately it will just be a crush and nothing will ever happen. yup. just for fun anyway. i miss erni..i really do..i miss her smile..and the way she always gets pissed with our class for not listening to her when she talks. hahahz..i miss 402.
anyway yesterday chee told me he had high fever and hallucinated. he thought he had an elder sis. hahaha..oh well..maybe i should start doing some maths later. TRIGO!!! i must tell myself i love trigo. and after such a long time..finally chatted with dom. oh well..he's still the same. as crappy as ever. think i will be down to watch their national comp. yup yup. oh and i think i'm gonna just leave school straight on 8th july to go back bpghs. don't give a damn about gp. just get my class to lie that i didn't go school on that day since i need to reach bpghs by 3pm.
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Friday, June 10, 2005
what can i say. woke up in the morning. attempted to make dumplings before leaving to go school take my gp test paper. oh well. i got 28/50. what can i say. went and photocopy the guidelines for the class. late to meet pamela. by a lot. then rushed back to bp to meet nigel and edwin. and there my mugging starts. call it mugging? not really. ended up chatting and chatting again. ha. again..i really wished i never ever went to aj. not cos of the school though.
anyway. what goes around comes around. is it really true? ha.
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
ok. went to sch in the morning for chem. den like..left school..couldn't meet yu zhuang cos she didn't pick up my call. went to meet sam and we went to eat. then we went to kallang mrt to meet hannyee to go national stadium to do the interview. we were running late and we took a cab. AND THE DAMNED CAB DRIVER DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO GET FROM THE MRT TO CARPARK C. if u don't know your way, simple. DON'T BE A TAXI DRIVER. we kinda went around in circles and he made us pay $5 for it. oh. he gave us a discount of erm..20 cents? damn it. i do not happen to have a lot of $$. argh. who knows. maybe he's just pretending. then we managed to get to the..medicine and whatever research centre? oh then we waited like erm..half an hour for the director. yeah. makes such great sense that we toook a cab huh. and then..ok he's kinda long winded..so the interview lasted over 1 hour. yeah. for what reason..i don't know. so turns out we need A LOT of modification. great. nvm. so we proceeded to take a bus back to kallang. and we went to the wrong bus stop. cos we asked this bus driver. so we went opposite and took the bus. and oh. we ended up in BEDOK. yeah. nice one. and then me and sam had to go bugis. so we went there. nvm. we kinda couldn't get to where we wanna go. and then before we left we finally found the way. but no we had to go. so we reached tiong bahru mrt station. we proceeded to take the bus. we were late for the show. so the bus took a DAMN LONG time to come. then we boarded. after like 5mins sam was like hey it's not the way the bus should be going. she went to ask the bus uncle. guess what? yes. correct. we got on the bus at the wrong bus stop. should be the one opposite. we ran and ran. couldn't get a cab. so we ran further. then this taxi IGNORED US when we thought it's gonna stop. there was NO PASSENGER neither was it HIRED OR ON CALL. damn the taxi driver. finally we got a cab and got to great world city. and the lift was kinda taking it's own sweet time too and we ran up the escalators to the cinema, where her friends were waiting. we went in. NO SEATS. so each of us sat alone. and the 2 females on my left were laughing their heads off at EVERYTHING and DAMN LOUD. argh. what a nice day.
alright. sam's friends are nice and friendly. one's called gareth and the other is..i don't know what's his name. argh. nice day.
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Sunday, June 05, 2005
phew. had a busy and packed week. argh. tml go sch. tues go sch. meet sam. go national stadium interview ssc. go watch movie with sam. wed..? dunno. i wanna sleep at home..no. i muz study. hahahah i muz transform into mugger mode. reminds mi of natt back in sa at lt3 during..bio lecture. he started telling us not to disturb us he's in 'study mode'. den we started laughing and talking cock. he joined in. den i was like 'weren't u supposed to be in study mode?' den he stunned. paused. 'oh yeah. *shhH* don't disturb mi! i'm in study mode.' hahaha..he's always so cute.
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