Wednesday, May 04, 2005

and so it was another day of school. another day of lectures and tutorials. oh well..i like lectures more than tutorial. u just got to sit there and listen and copy notes. full stop. hahaz..yeah i'm lazy. guess i haven't been looking too happy nowadays..well at least i look happier today yeah..that's a good sign. ha..again..saw things i don't wanna see. but..oh well. u can't get what u want all the time yeah. went for interact..for the first time. it was boring..and sort of disorganized. hahaz..well anyway i probably won't be going for it anymore till st john has another break yeah. there's the volleyball match between aj and hc tomorrow. haiz..i wanna go watch. i really want to..even though alison and ser chuan is in hc and i really want aj to win. it will be a nice match i guess. but i can't go..since my lessons end at 4.15pm. *sigH* and there's napfa tomorrow. 5 items. oh well..i don't know why i just can't do sit ups when EVERYONE gets an A for sit ups without sweat. and i can't do inclined pull up. and standing broad jump. well basically i can't really do anything except sit-and-reach. hahaz..guess i'm just not a sports person yeah.
hmm..i really wish what calista said is true..yes because i don't like to hear negative things..well who does anyway. haven't been meeting selina at the mrt station..she's always late. hahaz..well i hope she's on time tomorrow..i don't like going to school alone..makes me feel so alone..and i like talking to her. hahaz..i sort of got used to her being around. for some reason..i'm kinda tired today..better sleep earlier later..and i must go and do my PI this weekend. argh. my idea rejected. and i never really found the energy to go start on my new PI. argh..i miss celeste. somehow she has become so much a part of my life..hahaz. oh well..i must be even happier tomorrow!

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