Wednesday, March 23, 2005

great. i'm in freaking anderson. it's ok. when i went to sch today..i told myself i gonna try and like aj. but i happen to belong to a f*** dwelling (og) which nobody cheers nobody bothers to respond nobody ever bother to TRY. f***. i'm so pissed. everyone is so dead. wanna stand up that time don't wanna stand up. tell them to cheer they don't bother. ask question no reply. how nice. what a great contrast to the ever enthu sajc. it's not helping that the people in my og suck. and it's bloody hell freaking not helping that my 3 OGFs are not very good either. ok firstly..jeremy. ok he's good. every single of my OGF friend told me so. and i can see it too. he IS good. but he's kept so busy doing everything taking thing and so on that a lot of times he's just not there. yeah. how nice. next, jameson. the freaking gay. he shouts and shouts nonsense, lame stuff, and try so hard to be enthu but ended up backfiring. the more he shout the more he does lame stuff the more it turns us off and the more it shut our mouths up. he should just shut up. he really should. and the girl. i can't remmeber how the hell do i spell her name but she can't get things done too. and i don't understand why they are not the ones running around doing things? when we doing intro..it's so obvious that nobody can hear but the 2 of them carried on. nobody knows who are anybody. and the guys don't even bother too. be it the 2nd in-takers or 1st in-takers. and i'm one out of 7 or 9 girls there? and oh i'm the only one who really bothers to wanna cheer. how nice. i'm feeling so freaking sick of aj. it makes me sick just looking at my og. cause i remmeber..OG20..starting we were freaking tired..don't talk don't cheer too. but by the end of the day we already started to cheer a lot and got to know each other sort of and by day 2 we were cheering like nobody's business. even though the games that we played in sajc were not THAT fun. it's the people who makes the whole orientation so fun and enjoyable. however, even though the games in aj are of the same fun standard as those we played in sa, on a scale of 1-10 to rate the fun-ness (is there such a word?), it's 0. yeah. that's how bad my freaking og is. i'm sick of everybody stoning. i'm sick of the 2 OGFs not doing any constructive to help the og. or maybe they don't know how to? but they really don't know how to get things done. and i'm so sick of it. maybe cause i'm biased due to what sarah and all told me..but jeremy's not bad. and anyway he didn't really have chance to interact with us today. and the other 2 OGFs are not helping him. they do not try to make the og bond or talk or cheer. they just tell us to. as if we're robots? i never wanted to hate aj. but now i really do. cos i really really hate my og. really. i dread going to school more than when i was back in sajc facing 05s51. cos at the very least, they are a whole lot better than this og called lakota.

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