Friday, February 25, 2005

quote of the day: "sentosa? not educational enough. SCIENCE CENTRE!'

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Thursday, February 24, 2005

ar. damn. shit. *pisseD*

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

You are 'Gregg shorthand'. Originally designed to
enable people to write faster, it is also very
useful for writing things which one does not
want other people to read, inasmuch as almost
no one knows shorthand any more.
You know how important it is to do things
efficiently and on time. You also value your
privacy, and (unlike some people) you do not
pretend to be friends with just everyone; that
would be ridiculous. When you do make friends,
you take them seriously, and faithfully keep
what they confide in you to yourself.
Unfortunately, the work which you do (which is
very important, of course) sometimes keeps you
away from social activities, and you are often
lonely. Your problem is that Gregg shorthand
has been obsolete for a long time.

What obsolete skill are you?
brought to you by

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hahaz..it's been a long time since i last talked about st john. hmm..jinlian's quitting by march. and the corp will be left with zhonglie and keemun. the problem is..zhonglie's going for NS this year. and i dunno wat's gonna happen to the corp. somemore..like..today i went to find the NC team with peijun and sarah..den turns out..they never even did first aid case studies or home nursing case studies before. they dunno who's number 1 2 3 4. they dunno wat to do. they dunno how to do. they duno anything at all. they dunno how to do slow march. the worst thing is..the competition's on 12th march. in 2 weeks time. haiz. i dunno wat's been happening..and how are we gonna teach them everything and familiarize them with everything within 2 weeks? somemore mi sarah peijun not everyday free and when we free the NC team oso not necessarily free. haiz. i very worried now. tml corp training muz ask ma'am abt all this..haiz..NC team like never get any attention at all..and NA and AA i see their first aid cannot make it. jialat. greenridge corp getting stronger and stronger..cos of jingli..if this goes on..argh.
anyway..today got halfday..den the physics and maths test postponed to thurs..like i even care. i've decided long ago tt im not going to sch on thurs anyway. confirm not going.

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Monday, February 21, 2005

i have decided long ago that im probbaly not gonna stay in sa. but today..alison (the girl in my class), hann yee..and some of my frens kept asking mi to stay. haiz..i dunno..as much as i dislike the class..i dun dislike them..and i dun feel like leaving them..and somehow i see them lidat..i oso become quite sad. cos..i noe very well tt..as much as i dun wanna leave..as much as i like sa..i will still not stay in sa. primarily cos of the distance. the scholars dun have a problem. they got a bus to send them here every morning. i dun. and den i called syek yi..den she tell mi..since i decided not to stay i shldnt stay. yeah. true. today im in a weird mood. was talking nonsense to joo yeow. quite pissed with my parents oso. den tml halfway. cos of the funfair. ends at 12.45..no physics test no maths test. actualy got phyiscs test..but im not going..so im going to sch tml afterall. come to think of it i haven done my bio tutorial. argh shit watever i dun care.
watched black hawk down last night..damn sad..haiz..i wanna watch hotel rwanda..and i muz find out wat happened wat rwanda. finally applied for my Singpass today..quite easy and damn fast actually. yeah. and now im kinda pissed. if u judge mi lidat. den fine. watever. after so many years so tts wat u think of mi huh? watever. so that's how much and how well u noe mi afterall. i dun give a damn.

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

yup..today is the sajc funfair..hahaz. yesterday started preparing everything..painting posters and so on. was actually thinking no one will wanna come play our game cos it's so lame and boliao. hahaha..yeah dent oday got to report at 7.30..so i woke up at 5.40..hahaz..den the bus damn fast..6.50 lidat den reach sch liao..considering horz..i took the bus at like 6.20..DAMN FAST lehz. i spent too much time packing my bag and the cookies. heez..last night baked cookies..den give jianwei bingxian sheldon chuanchih and sandy/ahpong/doggies. yup. den met shuyi on the bus..so didnt sleep at all..kept talking. den i reached sch..thought i'll be the earliest in my class..turns out yin may and meiyi are alraedy there clearing things up. den ian and szu xiang turned up den we really started clearing up properly and preparing for the funfair. time passed very fast..very fast den 8+am liao..den after tt somehow time passed fast enough den 9+ ppl started coming and so on..mostly kids. but i didnt really bother abt the stall as i already predicted. cos the ppl in my class are so enthu abt it anyway. hahaz..den we took photos again!! hahaha..well at least got class photo and so on mahz. even though i dun like my class.
yeah den weini, steven melvin came. den my sis and her frens came..which sucked cos my sis..being the usual idiot she is. kept complaining abt saying tt the funfair is a failure hope it rains and all tt shit. i almost wanted to slap her. damn. den jiaquan sam arthur sharan azza chee huiting yeewen serchuan kangyu. den they didnt wanna play any games..eat oso never eat much.
oh yeah den my class sprayed hair spray. got blue purple and red. den they sprayed purple one on my hair. den only my fringe there. but my fringe stuck together!! yuck. den when i tried to..unstick them..my fingers all became purple instead -_-" so i gave up. hahahaz. yeah den i slacked around..didnt really do my shift..haha. or rather, i NEVER DID my shift at all. yup den sheldon came..den i go give him the cookies. den for the first time in the 4 years that i knew him, we finally talked..whether is it on the phone or face to face. hahaz..den i left before the funfair ended. yeah. took 963 to cuaseway point eat a bit den go home le. damn tired. my feet and legs are aching. i stood from 7+ to 3+ 4+. wanna die. it's been a long time. and oh I TURNED DARKER. hahahaha

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Monday, February 14, 2005

i DO NOT dislike sajc. i juz dislike my class. yeah. today valentine's day..the guys in my class so sweeet..share $$ buy roses for all the girls in the class. so sweeet!!! den a lot of ppl brought chocs and sweets to give.

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Saturday, February 12, 2005

hahaz..i noe it's not a new song..but i still love the song!

The Calling - Our Lives
Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've gotta believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here

CHORUS:
'Cause these are the days worth livin'
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

See the truth all around
Our faith can be broken
And our hands can be bound
But open our hearts and fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?

'Cause these are the days worth livin'
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
'Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

We can't go on
Thinking it's wrong
To speak our minds
I've gotta let out what's inside

Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Can we get it right?
Yeah, well can we get it right?

'Cause these are the days worth livin'
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
These are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

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Thursday, February 10, 2005

ok i went back bp..didnt go sa for chinese new year celebration. it feels nice to see all of them again. it's the first time since we've graduated tt i saw so many ppl come back at one time.
well..today is a bad day. i was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pissed. damn. i neevr wanted to go back malaysia anyway. and my sis didnt go back cos she's working. so i went to make my parents happy. den like..woke up at 5+..fine nvm. this is to avoid the jam. den like..reached my grandmother's house. i feel so uncomfortable out of place and strange. im not close to my cousins. small wonder. and anyway i feel damn sian. nothing to do. i finished reading the whole 'TIME', reading almost every single article. there was no one to talk to cos my closest cousin needs to work and isn't there. and it was damn freaking hot. and den my parents promised to leave at 12+ 1+. and den like i told them i need to meet ppl. den guess wat? they had lunch at 12+. fine. nvm. eat finish liao 1+..wanna go back..den my father say wait for my uncle. damn. wait until like wat shit time? den i said i need to meet ppl. den they ignored me. den after tt tell mi dun be rude. damn. dun they understand chinese? they always lie. shit. before i left talked to my 2 cousins a bit. den ending up leaving at like 2+ close to 3. den by the time reach custom. reaching 4 liao. DAMN IT. THERE IS A BLOODY FREAKING TRAFFIC JAM. IF WE HAD LEFT EARLIER, WE WOULD NOT BE CAUGHT IN THE FREAKING JAM. AND I WOULD HAVE MADE IT. and i got so damn freaking pissed. by the time i reach singapore, IT'S TOO LATE TO MEET. GREAT. DAMN GREAT. shit. i hate going back to malaysia. I FREAKING HATE IT. at least when i was young i got excuse by doing nothing or hanging around or sleeping or watever shit. den now i got nobody to talk to there, nothing to do. cant even sms cos i dun have autoroam and anyway it's expensive. and den my relatives there always very slow. always drag things. and i freaking hate it. did i say i hate going back to malaysia? yeah i do. cos i always have to wake up very early. and take the bus. and den try to get some of my relatives to come fetch us. and den when we reach there, eevryone is sleeping or juz woke up. and den whenever we wanna leave, we always got to wait for 1 of my uncles to drive us to custom or something or try to squeeze like 6 ppl into a car. it is ALWAYS lidat. i hate it. ok. i freaking hate it.

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Friday, February 04, 2005

hahaz..so i pon sch again yesterday. cos it was a super long day and i simply dun feel like going to sch after getting pissed off yet again by my chemistry group members. i freaking hate them. i really do. it's not the first time they proved to me that they are really a bunch of stupid idiots. well anyway, yesterday's pe was cancelled. i woke up at like 12+ slack until 2+ start to do my maths tutorial *surprise surprisE* den went out to meet celeste at bp plaza at 4+. hahaz..it's been a long time since i last saw her..missed her so much. den so happened, i saw melvin. hahaz..wednesday i was on the bus to commonwealth mrt to go back to bpghs den i saw melvin and soon keng at queensway. and i met them again in bpghs. hahaz..den melvin say i spied on him. i didnt! oh yeah..wednesday when i go meet xin jie to take the macadamia nuts..we saw karla..den chatted till quite late. i really miss 402. hahaz..den st john..it was ok..mi, audrey, mingwei and pei jun shared $$ to buy drinks for the sec 4s..they turned up in full strength..kinda surprising..hahaz..den they played games..which the cadets enjoyed a lot. well, good for them! there wun be any training for the next 2 weeks cos of chinese new year and common test week. means i dun need to go down oso. hahaz. i saw meiyi!! ar!!!! missed her so much!! hahaha..i missed calling her rabbit..hahaz..
well..talk abt today..today i went down to singapore poly with weifang..she damn interested in the media and communications course..den went to talk to the current students and walked around. got to ask directions from ppl on where is the nearest foodcourt..hahaz..cos we havent eaten. den she made mi go on the bus to the school of business on top of some 'hill'. den again, she made mi join the tour which takes us to a room den they tell us more abt media and communications tt we dun already noe..den walked around the sch of business..oso nothing much..sian liao den we go back le. den i went to lot 1 to buy stuff to make cookie!! haha..tml i gonna make new kind of cookie. not the one tt i always made. for my OG. haiz..but the outing tml..they never even confirm the details with mi..today asked them they say sms mi tonight..now already wat time liao..sianz..den sms them they oso no reply..argh.

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