Friday, January 07, 2005

hahaz..yup..haven been updating. 2nd day horz..we learnt mass dance..and played treasure hunt. hahaz not bad larz..quite fun..actually the most important thing is everyone is enthu. once we're enthu..everything is fun no matter how boring and stupid it actually is. hahaz..thought abt choosing between triple sci and bio chem econs. thought for a long time and decided on triple sci and see how is it first. den 3rd day..had wet games..actually oso not exactly very fun..but again..everyone enthu den of cos fun rite. hahaz. had mass dance too..learnt the indian dance. damn cute..hahaz..i like!!! and the song. the stupid darren kept singing and dancing. hahaz..yeah den we learnt the sch song oso. den after everything, even though i very tired..went mac to eat with the og. haahz..den the caleb damn funny..like little boy lidat..somemore his looks very boyish. hahaz..yeah den kinda reached home quite late..at like 9+.
den yesterday, was the last day. every jc orientation 5 days except us. but well, nvm. den the beginning of the day damn sian. like nothing to do. den after tt suddenly we noe we have to dance. den wah seh super sian diao. but nvm..learn lorz..yeah den we cheer and cheer and cheer like siao..the whole finale thing was very nice. everybody so enthu. hahaz..den after tt when the teachers left, they played music and songs. everybody got onto the track and became nuts. dancing, jumping, running and screamining around. it went on and on for goodness noes wat time, at least an hr i think. ahhahaz..but it was damn fun even though it was damn lame. everybody was super enthu. this is something i noe will never happen back in bp. with my class, with st john. and i noe i will never be so enthu back in bp. yeah den went home damn tired..zzzzz on the bus straightaway..when i woke up to alight my feet and legs aching, arms oso aching. but u noe, i'm starting to love sajc. hahaz.
yeah den today..damn sian..got chapel..den 2 hrs break..den after tt chem lecture and then maths lecture. shit complex numbers. hahaz. den stayed in sch till very late..cos they wanna have dinner den i oso dunno y we sit there. eventually i leave to meet joyce. i kinda miss her. haven been seeing her. den juz now was looking at my photos. and then i saw the photo mi and huiting took together. and i realize..i really really love huiting. and xin jie and syek yi and chin thin. and 402. and bp. and st john. i miss them so much. and then i went to write testimonial for huiting. hahaz..i dunno. i dunno whether next tues shld postpone the dental appointment to at night den i go sch or juz pon sch and say i got dental appointment. see how. see wat they gonna do on monday. i like my OG. kinda. but sometimes..i feeel so out of place. like really nobody i really belong with. if u get wat i mean. sajc is fun..but there are so few bpians sometimes i really feel very lost. haiz. nobody understands the feeling. as much as i like sajc, i'm not 100% comfortable here. it's hard. tts when i really miss huiting. somehow i noe how much better it'll make mi feel if maybe her/xinjie/syekyi/chintin/celeste or anyone is here with mi. i guess i may not stay in sa after my Os results afterall. well..eevrything still depends on my results and where they are going.
this is the theme song for our orientation saintierra.

Our Lives by The Calling
Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've gotta believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here

'Cause these are the days worth livin'
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

See the truth all around
Our faith can be broken
And our hands can be bound
But open our hearts and fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?

'Cause these are the days worth livin'
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
'Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

We can't go on
Thinking it's wrong
To speak our minds
I've gotta let out what's inside

Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Can we get it right?
Yeah, well can we get it right?

'Cause these are the days worth livin'
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
These are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

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ostensibly ephemerally tainted.
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