//.she died long ago deep down inside.

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*.opalescent. *
my life.
my world. my thoughts.
my wishes. my hopes. my dreams.
~~my love.~~

*me.myself.me *
ser xing.
13/8/1988<.br> ajc.
_tumbling into her thoughts.
drowning her tears in a bottomless cup of coffee.
memories are all tied in knots.
who is going to save her._

*love *
maple leaves.
boxes.
pigs.

*link.linkie.link *
[x]weini.
[x]qinghao.
[x]alison.
[x]edwin.
[x]sandy.
[x]yee shian.
[x]kang wei.
[x]yee wen.
[x]pei jun.
[x]celeste.
[x]khee onn.
[x]mei yi.
[x]evon.
[x]xue ting.
[x]asmond.
[x]kok wei.
[x]daniel.
[x]ser chuan.
[x]jason.
[x]joyce.
[x]yi wen.
[x]yong chuen.
[x]jenna.
[x]lucia.
[x]oli.
[x]sarah.
[x]yao hui.
[x]jie sin.
[x]kang li.
[x]pei qi.
[x]wei fang.

*.past. *
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*tag.tag.taggie. *

*.life.story. *

Friday, November 19, 2004

sigh. i'm here sitting in front of the computer revising chemistry..my very last paper. yeah..last night natalie told me she's leaving for thailand after all..she won't be staying anymore. i don't know what to say..i had been glad that she's leaving..but somehow i know that she doesn't exactly love the education system here..well anyway who does..so when she said she's staying, i'm kinda surprised..but now..she's leaving. i won't tell her to stay. i won't beg her to stay. i won't make her stay. maybe it's better for her to go back to thailand..maybe she'll be very much happier there. after all, that's her country. don't know..feel so weird now..i wanna go see her off at the airport..but i'll cry. hahaz..but i'm going anywhere. i didn't go to send thian leng off at the airport when he left for australia..cos i was having school. but now..it's holidays anyway..and i AM going. hahaz..i really like natalie a lot. it's weird how we became such good friends..but i really love her. hahaz..gonna miss her lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots. basically, just a lot. gonna take my paper in abt 2 hours' time..hahaz..i don't know..hope i can get an A1? haha...

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